Sunday, August 8
Bold and beautiful
Ingenue
Tease
Coy
Hednoistic
Exquisite
Sexay
sugar how u get so fly
bitches meet up this long wkend???
we haf 4 fuckin days
no reason why anyone cant ogay?
love ya loads
RSVP
gracie fabulous~ etched at 14:35
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Saturday, June 5
Can't help but being in a whiny mood today.
Saw the pics on vic's blog, and the ones sab sent to me.
I really wish I could be there. Its only when I see everyone of you in the picture that it struck me. Without you guys by my side, its like a part of me is gone. Sorry vic, wished I could celebrate your birthday with you. I wanna return home. To see you guys, to endure the scorching sun rather than freezing my ass off here. Its too cold. I miss everyone of you I really do.
Its scary. I may have all the friends here but hundreds of them can't even be compared to one of you. There's nooone else who knows me better than all of you. Love love all of you.
Gracie... You're not alone. You're never alone. You got the bitches by your side. Always remember that. I'm far far away but you're always on my mind okaes.
I can't be of much help cause I don't really know what's going on.
But be strong girl. Just believe in yourself and everything will turn out just the way you want it to be. Even if it doesn't, don't give up. Just keep on trying. You got us to pick you up whenever you fall and support you along the way.
and Vern. I know you were worried for me. I'm alright now.
and Mar. I'm ok too. You must take care of yourself. I heard you're grounded. Don't really know the details but don't argue too much alright.
as for Sab and Vic. What more can I say. =) Love you both.
xx etched at 22:27
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Thursday, May 27
homeless. how bitches how?
chillin at a cybercafe now
9am is way too early to be thrown out.
fuck man.
need.
a.
plan.
gracie fabulous~ etched at 12:43
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Wednesday, April 28
I believe in the strength of our friendship despite the inevitable misunderstandings.
I believe in the love we have for each other.
I believe in the bond we've built up over the years, tht it is neither fragile nor superficial.
I believe in the wishes we've made upon the wishing star.
I believe in the comfort and shelter you guys provide for me in this harsh world.
I believe in the genuinity between us in spite of the surrounding deceit.
This is what I believe in.
And I hope it's what we all believe in.
civ etched at 22:30
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To Grace.. Don't every give up hope. Remember I'm always here for you alright? I haven't talked to you in ages and I can't seem you to get you on my msn. Boo! Meanwhile, you tkcare of yourself alright. Smile more often alright? Everyone looks the most beautiful when they smile. Show what you got, no more tears alright.
To Mar... I'll be watching your back too. I may be far away but I still care alright. I know how hard it is for you to trust us again. But life is about taking risks ain't it. I'm sorry about all that have happened in the past but we've all grown up. No more of those childish bitching. Remember we all love you alright?
To Vic... I know I'm never too far away... as long as you're around. =) You're another one I haven't heard in ages. But I reckon you're alright. Did I tell you my mum thinks you've grown up? After that conversation with my mum, I started recalling on the times we used to spend together. How things have change. Thank god, I still got you after all these years. Love you.
To Sab...I shall try to eat less sweets ok. *promise* You never fail to make me smile. I really really love you. You're the bestest best friend I can ever ask for too. Darling, I miss you. You're wonderful, you don't fuck things up. You're an angel in disguise. From the moment, you stepped into my life, you blew me away. I believe the bitches will become stronger after this whole incident has passed alright.
To Vern... I don't even know what's going on in your life besides the fact that you're happily with cole. I need some updates girl. The only things I know is from what I read in your blog. Please take care of yourself alright.... I miss you, I can't believe I even miss your never ending smoking breaks. Love love you.
xx etched at 18:07
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Wednesday, April 21
Ok. There goes.
Whoever that's typing all those sick sick crap on our tagboard, find somewhere else.
As in seriously... my god. Yuck.
grace: I'm glad you got the card. I love you. I heard you been partying quite a bit. Please be careful alright. And I have to add something. I will not get involved in casual sex. Hah. Never knew I was capable of that. *konk* Hah. That's like the last thing on earth I'll do alright. And if that ever happens in the first place (which is impossible), all of you will be the first to know. And what's with the helmet crap? You ah.... Haha.
I had to address grace (so formal? but nevermind) because I had to clear my name. Hah.
Ok. There's an underlying misunderstanding that's going on. I really hope everyone of you can work it out. That's the last thing I want to ever happen. I wanna go back at the end of the year, seeing everyone as close as before.
It hurts to see things turning out this way. Just talk things out alright. I know all of you care and love each other. Sometimes people get carried away when they talk, sometimes a person's intentions maybe misinterpreted but....
My dears, we trust each other more than that don't we.
Don't let this tear us apart.
You guys mean more than the world to me.
Remember girls, I love you.
xx etched at 19:12
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Monday, April 19
bitches my babies!
this is gonna be quick oh i love ya all!
sab: where are my marlboros u kl weekend clubbin bitch???? its not fair!
vern: heya career woman the only bitch earnin her own dough rite noweee when is the next bitches outing?
vic: sweetpie sup? ring me when u crave ban mian yea? i ALWAYS crave ban mian!
jin: hon how izzit down under? miss ya loads n i got yer card! thanks so much hon i dun really cry anymore. the last thing i want is fer ya to worry. dun get into trouble over therr yea? esp once yer mom takes off., its okie to haf casual sex. but jus rmb. wear a helmet before u go to war.
mar: nobody cares bout u. cept me. i love ya u dirty ole woman!!! only meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!
gracie fabulous~ etched at 20:36
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Saturday, March 13
dearies. been really busy for the past week or so.
uni has started. ive got loads and loads of work.
with my mum here with me now. im busier than ever.
haven't been able to hear from any of you.
i hope everyone's doing alright.
>>sabb - how have you been! i seriously miss you like crazy. not like i don't miss the rest of them. but i got so much i need to tell you. i'll call you soon i promise. and you better take care of your health. dont keep falling sick alright? iloveyou. and whats with marbling of the floor? huh. im blur! i need some updates.
>>vern - im happy for you, you got into mass com right? if interpreted it correctly that is. and i hope its not too late. happy belated 1 year anniversary. and besides that i figured you're gonna be "jobless" soon or are you already "jobless". do enjoy your prolonged holiday =). i love you loadsss.
>>grace - glad you're alright now. sometimes you just got to let go. im happy you're stronger with each passing day. sorry. i can't be like physically there for you. but stay strong alright. remember that i love you. every single one of us will be always be here for you.
>>mar - the last time i spoke to you was online like 2 weeks ago. it was nice =). please do keep in contact with the rest. they love you loads. alright. im like freaking far away so you got to at least do a better job than me at keeping in contact with the bitches?
>>vic - i haven't seen you online at all! all i know is that you're all merry with dawn. erm thats about it. i guess everyone's been really busy with their own lifes. but do take care and ill try to come home soon. i miss you too.
>>the rest of you: i think block tests are round the corner. please study hard and all the best kaes? i've got faith in everyone of you.
xx etched at 13:39
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Thursday, March 4
To the one who's unbearingly far away:
Been busy and hence hardly online. I miss talking to you, miss your nags, miss your not-so-funny jokes, miss your smile, miss your hug. I miss every single inch of you. Pls come home to us soon.
Sab:
Thanks for being such a sweetheart all the time, rain or shine. Everytime I hear your voice, happiness surges through my heart.
Grace:
Let me be strong for you, and you to be strong for yourself. I promise to dry your every tear, catch your every fall. Stay the shining star tht you've always been. Pick the pieces up and venture on with courage. I hope my love for you could be a source of strength whenever you need it.
Vern:
You've gotta be the one with the highest level of energy my dear, but tht's what keeps me smiling :) I don't wanna tell you where to go, a jc or poly, cos I think you're able to make a wise and sensible choice. Wherever you go, whatever you do, make yourself distinct from the crowd like you always do. I believe in you.
Just a gentle reminder, always keep your priorities in mind.
Mar:
You! Although situated in Singapore, seem to be as far away as Jin. We haven't been catching up for a long long time. But well, I jus want you to know tht you can always run to me when you need a word of encouragement/advice/jus any word. Always here for you. Say your heart is still with me.
I love you lot.
civ etched at 22:35
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Monday, February 23
hmmm.
before i got a chance to announce it, my dearest verniee baby already read my blog.
yes, im single once again. we just broke today. but not to worry my dears, im alright.
in fact, i was hoping we would break if you read my blogs properly. it was a hint
for a break up. both of us talked things out, its better this way. i'll tell you the actual details
another day. its really long. but we're still friends. so yup thats all that matters.
long distance is really not EASY.
all of you shouldn't bother, vic and i should know from experience right? *winks*
uni's starting for me on March 8, imagine me being in the engineering faculty. hah. thats
a bad sign. i'll be one of the pathetic few girls. help!
vern baby! ill get you size 10 thongs the next time im back ok! hee and tell cole i miss her too. but i miss you more opps. heee! alright. dont worrt about your results. i'll be praying hard for you kaes? and if you do come to sydney or whichever part of australia.... i wannnnna see you! i love you girl. and please remember to take care of your health. im worried for you still.
sabbbbbb... i miss my bestie! ah. its so hard not being able to talk to you whenever i want. why does it seem to me, you're always at home on school days. do go to school! hee' and dear. folllow your heart. just do what that makes you happy ok? i shall remind you once again! NO and i mean N-O nipple piercing kaes. study hard yeas. shall call you real soon. thought about what you said the other day... hee. i thankful its over. i love you.
mar~ hee. haven't talk to you in ages. happy birthday to once again! you got your phone back i hope? please do take care of yourself too. and don't be a naughty girl kae. haha. i dont want to hear your mum telling my mum that again. i love you babe.
vic... what pageant? good luck' its a beauty pageant issit? do your best and shine girl. do the bitches proud kaes. ill be silently supporting you yeah. thanks dear for the words of advice the other day. it really helped me loads. i know whats right for me. and no more long d for me. had enough of it. i love you girl. hope you and dawn are doing ok?
gracieeee. please do do do do take real good care of yourself. you fainted the other day at school. you gotta stay strong ok. eat properly alright. can't help but worry for you. remember whatever it you got us alright. hows things going on for you though. hope to talk to you soon. i love you loads.
ok my dearest bitches...
do check this out...
our pics..
us!
xx etched at 18:17
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Tuesday, January 27
Words can't express my gratitude to whoever or whatever tht led to me you lot.
I must have the best friends in the world :)
civ etched at 22:11
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Friday, December 5
Called Sab this evening. So much stuff happened in the past few days. Whatever it is my dears, stay strong. =)
Love you all loads.
I'm pretty upset. Mar and Grace are leaving the morning I'm arriving home. I always thought Sab would be leaving for China on the 12th or something. I just figured that I have less than 24 hours to spend with her before she leaves for Shanghai. I'm gonna miss my bestie!
When I'm back, only Vern will be here to accompany me... Boo. But hee we will have tons of fun yea.
Mar and Grace will be back on the 15th, followed by Vic on the 16th and Sab on the 23rd.
I can't see everyone of you guys. Its been more than 10 months.
As Vic suggest, at least we get to spend Christmas together + Jan + mid Feb!
xx etched at 21:58
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Wednesday, December 3
Girls, pls do take good care of yourselves while I'm away alright?
It's supposed to be a bliss, to be able to go away for a holiday, but I'm already feeling homesick! Yes, even before I leave.
Sab,
Grace and
Mar
Enjoy your trips okay? Make sure you guys stay pink in health and no befriending strangers! Okay, maybe you can if they're cute :P
And Neo neo, tht does NOT apply to me!
**Sab, I'm gonna miss talking to ya on the phone :(
Vern
Pls be good while everyone's away but I'm sure Jin would be mothering you around *lols
Sure would feel terrible, not being able to see my bestie for 2 wks!
Jin
I'm so sorry I can't be here when you're home, really wish I could *sighs Nevertheless, let's meet up as soon as I get back!
Well, at least we'll get to spend christmas together :)
civ etched at 02:44
bitches-
Gonna miss
every single
one of you
like hell!
civ etched at 02:29
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Wednesday, November 26
SAB! Ni zai na li?!
In case you can't decipher tht, it's supposed to be "where are you?!"
I miss you darling! *sobs
Just making sure you didn't forget me.
As usual, I'm always trying to get your attention *grins
Vic the baby girl's looking for Sab the motherly girl
civ etched at 02:15
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Monday, November 17
darlings. i'll be back in 3 weeks time. i can't wait for the chalet. vern! make sure you book it ok. But getting a chalet is pretty hard around the 23rd - 25th. You reckon all the chalets will be fully booked? Considering its like the christmas season. Yes, one more thing dearies. I'm missing all of you like crazy.
Vern. I got closer to you and i simply thank god for that. Although you're anti-god. Haha. I'm supposed to be the holy and pious one. I did it again.
Vic. As I said before, talking to you the other day was great. I thought it through. I'll just let nature takes it course. I'll take one step at a time and see what's installed for me. :)
Sab. Sorry I brought you so much unnecessary trouble. I'm the same old gulliable me. I'll learn to be more careful with who I'm talking to. Phew, things cleared up. If not, I'll feel damn bad. Just as Vic mentioned. I really ought to learn not to trust others easily. But then again, you guys. I know I can definitely trust.
Grace I have no idea what's going in you life at all. and I have a strong suspicion that you will never ever see what I'm writing here. But I hope you and Ben are doing great. I love you, girl. Can't wait to see you when I'm back.
Mar. You're another one. I have no idea what's going either. Just enjoy your trip to Australia. I'm pretty sick of this place... but its nice... you can go crazy shopping here. There's a much wider variety and style. That explains why I'm spending so MUCH money. See you when I'm back alright.
The PINK notebook! I want to see it too! Sigh. All the memories. I love all of you.
Vern. I'm dying to meet Cole too. As well as Grace's Ben. Vic's Dawn. Sab's Keith. Poor me and Mar. We're enjoying singlehood huh?
p/s: Chocolate Bar! I so wanna go! Hee. That sweet tooth of mine.
My exams are like in 7 days time. Freaky. It determines my future. My passport to Uni next year. Hope I'll get the grades I want. Haha. Bless me!
xx etched at 19:33
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Thursday, November 13
Talked to Jin for quite a long while the other day, I was supposed to be having lunch with my dad and bro, but we got there, I was jus busy yakking on the phone :P My dad gave me the dirty look but understood when I told him Jin called.
It's odd, how we never took time to catch up on the phone like this when you were in spore. It's either I couldn't get you at home, or your mom wld tell me sth weird. Lols. Those were the days. I'm still jus as petrified of your mom though!
Hmmm after putting in some good thought, I realised tht Jin's stay in Sydney has brought us closer. I guess they're right - humans are jus selfish, unappreciating l'il brats. We never cherished each other's presence until now, always taking for granted tht each and other wld be right here.
But I'm glad we were forced to see what ingrates we've been ;) It's never too late to start treasuring each other huh Jin? The distance between us now is a blessing in disguise, though I really feel like kicking myself for needing it to remind me how lucky I am to have all these special pple by my side.
Somehow, I think this colour suits Jin just fine. Gives a real soothing feeling, jus like how she makes me feel. I miss you so much dear.
civ etched at 23:03
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